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I'm in one of them moods. I don't want to do anything.

Don't wanna be on here.
Don't want to watch tv
Don't want to talk to the wife
Don't want to finish my program at work
Don't want to eat, drink, or have sex

There is an emptiness, and I'm not sure I even want to fill it. 
I'd love to lose my self in the dark listening to music, but she will only get in the way of that.

So I don't want to do anything and keep doing it all.


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hylierandom
Posted on 07:57PM on Jan 30th, 2013
Go "for a drive," sit in truck, play music?
esohgee
Posted on 07:59PM on Jan 30th, 2013
Naw, she is an abuser. Leaving the house isn't allowed. Besides tonight it is really cold and windy blowing snow. The car wouldn't heat up and stay warm.

Not a bad idea though. I tried to offer to get her some fast food just to get away.
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